♥하루 109 - not supposed to be here - you didn't see me!

long time no see 

Hey guys! How's it goin- "OI I THOUGHT YOU SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING?!" *backs off* Ok, ok I'm going to! isitunforgiveablethatIallowmyselfsomeslackaftersejarahpaperoneandtwo lol I've never stopped slacking so.. excuse unacceptable, cries. Anyhoo conscious of still being in the midst of SPM I've set the alarm to ring an hour later and then I'll go and sleep do some biology. well, the brighter side of things is that the sejarah papers ARE overrrr! Well paper three is tomorrow but. what is paper three -.- Isn't this something worth celebrating?! Once we stepped out of the exam hall you can literally hear echos of

"burn ALL the sejarah books!!!!" 

Okay I think there's only echos of.. me. LOL. Well I've changed my mind! I'm gonna keep all my reference books in the huge ceiling-to-floor bookshelf wall in my future condo! (so when I need to know something relevant to zaman turki uthmaniyah or sistem pemerintahan tamadun indus I can refer. not.) Hahaha. I'm not so sure about the sejarah books but my sciences definitely, yes! 

God is good, He has seen me through the papers I've sat for, and believe He will too for those I've not. Actually, I'm like the most stress-free 17 year old you can find right now (I assume. who still take 3 hour naps..... it wasn't meant to be, the alarm died!) But also my the efforts I put in play an important role too! (I stayed up until 2am but regretted afterwards - woke up late! ugh) Nevertheless, form 5's, do your best and let God do the rest!

Crucial times like this we tend to have moments when we put our pens down mindlessly (mine usually loves rolling down the mountains of papers and books, infuriating me and spoiling the moment) and stare into whatever we've on the wall infront of us, just dreaming about what is it like when all of these are over. when we do not have spm chewing up our butts. I actually have a "TO-DO" list all made up in my head already, from number 1 to number 43 it is just so, so, so exciting! I'm not to tell you anything about it first but I supposed I could give a little leak? hehehehe

#3 YOUTH CAMP 2013- NO QUARTER

After #1 Sleep and #2 Sleep more, camp is three days after my chinese papers! Yay! The most amazing camp of the year, can't wait for the praise and worship, the night games, the gala night, the message, more of the awesome games etc etc etc.

and..

#10, #13, #17, #24, #27, #35 (it goes on) BLOG. the millions of happenings I did not get a chance to blog, - graduation, weddings, good food, horrible food, outings, camps, events, fantastic activities, competitions, more good food, birthdays, more weddings - it's coming! ARE YOU EXCITED? I bet you are! 

and..

#43 Get a haircut - short hair

I've had this on ALL of my to-do lists but I'd always just leave it out, or, resolve to the usual shoulder length, or, add the "to be considered" next to it. It is here and it has been a promise sooooooo. maybe. maybe not. maybe. maybe not. maybe. maybe not. nicholas thinks it a bad idea! ugh plus I might look like my sisters, double ugh. We'll look like triplets! (despite the 8 and 5 years gap omg) I don't know! Ok fine I'll just do it since I can bury myself underground as long as I like after this. Ok. 

ALAMAK THE ALARM IS RINGING SOON. YAY GUYS I'M GOING NOW PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP ON ME MY BLOG (inserts sentimental, emotional sniff) again, ALL THE BEST TO THOSE OF YOU SITTING FOR SPM AND STPM AND O-LEVELS AND A-LEVELS AND DRIVING TESTS AND OTHER VARIOUS EXAMS. also, HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO THOSE WHO ARE ALREADY HAVING THE TIME OF THEIR LIVES, make sure you use your time right, it'd be gone before you know it! (heh) 

p/s check out Joyce's blog, she has posted most of the Tourism Selangor posts! (can't withstand urge to blog when she's doing all that next to me when I'm stuffing all the Dasar Pembangunan Ekonomi into my head that's why here I am) Super proud of her, she had an amazing journey and her words framed the stories perfectly!

p/p/s Alarm rang liao so I snooze 30 minutes!!!!! (anyway I snoozed the alarm all the way to 5:30pm lol)

Goodbye.

xx